Weekend spent mostly drunk.
Next week is going to be awesome, I can feel it.
The half-year scan.
Apparently the doctors have ruled out both infection and tumor which means that the thing showing on the scan is scar tissue.. I'm very relieved, but at the same time it means that I either have to live with it or have the scar tissue removed - which means yet another operation. There's a risk that the skull plate gets infected again if I get the operation. I suppose that the headache is because of the scar tissue. I guess that I'm waiting a bit to see if the headache goes away then.
At the same time I have a hard time trusting what the doctors and surgeons are saying. Deciding from a MR-scan seems like a pretty guessing kinda way, I guess it's better than having my head opened again, but still. Eh.
I wish I had those pictures of my brain. When I had the 2nd operation I asked to have the skull piece, but they threw it out. I wanted the tumour as well but it had been sliced up to decide which kind of tumour it was. I went to hospital and all I got was this lousy scar. And my life. Once again - free healthcare is not a bad thing.
