Here is a sketch for a canvas I just bought. the canvas is 200x150 cm and it's gonna be great getting started. I have a tendency of not spending enough time on the prepratory stages, I've decided that this time I won't start before I have a completed sketch of the painting. My teachers are encouraging me to "break loose" and kinda freestyle, which I'll definitely experiment with. Only problem is, that I don't like any paintings that seem to be made in a "stream of conscienceness", I don't really know what the success criterias are going to be.
I also took some quick'n'blurry snaps of rainy Copenhagen at night:
I had my head scanned again recently because I felt a strong headache every day. The scan showed something that could either be scar tissue, infection or tumour. Doctor decided to wait and scan again in 3 months. It leaves me without any redemption but at least I'm not going to get surgery now. I had expected the worst so I was relieved when the surgeon told me about the scan, but the waiting time is the hardest thing ever. The scan was 2 weeks ago and since then I've been busy and tired, at the same time I've just had this huge urge to live it up. It's been some crazy 14 days. It's going to be exactly the same in 3 months, I'm just hoping that the Something was infection and not a malignant tumour.
At the same time I've been struggling to figure out that health care/ social benefits thing. I've managed to get some monthly money, but the amount is not even enough to cover the costs of the apartment I live in. I feel embarrassed every time I talk to the local authority, at the same time I feel that there's no doubt that I'm entitled to some money - being so #€% tired every day. If I was not at this school that's preparatory for the art academy I would be wasting government funds being at university studying something that I would never be able to finish - due to the tiredness. Waaaaahhh!